Well! I am completely exhausted! I have been sorting, scrubbing, scrapping up dead mice, sweeping, washing etc. Finally there is some improvement in the little house. It still stinks but I am managing to slowly get rid of the smell. I don't know how someone could live in such filth!!
While all of this has been going on I have been doing a lot of thinking. The most amazing thing that I came up with is that I no longer am interested in the Rat! I really don't care what is happening to him. I had put a comment on a blog that was meant to remind him how it had been. How I had felt during the hell of a marriage, and do you know what? He replied that he 'empathised' with me and then went on to wallow in his past!! He couldn't even remember the event that had marked me so clearly!
I have many memories of the Rat. Not one of them pleasant! I wash my hands of him!!!
Onwards and upwards!
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